Gilipollas is a strong, informal Spanish insult, roughly translating to "idiot" or "asshole." It's a memorable word because of its intensity and common use in colloquial Spanish, especially in Spain.
In the song, the artist uses it to describe himself, saying, "Soy gilipollas, creo que me enganché al veneno" (I'm an idiot, I think I got hooked on the poison). This self-deprecating use makes the word particularly impactful, revealing a moment of raw self-awareness and regret.
AMBKOR's "Vacíos Nuevos" is a really honest and intense look into the artist's mind. He talks about traveling the world and achieving success, but still feeling an emptiness inside, saying, "Sigo teniendo un vacío que nunca lleno" [I still have an emptiness that I never fill]. It's like he's addicted to the search for new challenges and experiences, even if they don't truly satisfy him, admitting, "Es vivir eternamente buscando vacíos nuevos" [It's living eternally searching for new voids].
He opens up about personal struggles, like regretting not being there for his grandfather's final moments because he couldn't accept the reality of loss. He also touches on the downsides of fame, saying his ego got him to the top but he "perdí demasiado de lo que amo en el trayecto" [lost too much of what I love along the way]. Despite the pain, there's a strong sense of self-awareness and resilience. He sees himself as a tree that grows despite fires, and he's not afraid to call out others who he feels aren't authentic, declaring, "Yo me muevo siendo yo, y tú a ti en verdad ni te pareces" [I move being me, and you don't even really resemble yourself].