Bastardo is an Italian word that directly translates to "bastard" in English. It's a strong, emotionally charged insult.
In the context of the song, the protagonist acknowledges that his ex-partner calls him a "bastardo" when talking to others, highlighting the pain and anger she feels due to his actions. This word is impactful because it reveals the depth of the conflict and regret in the relationship, making it a memorable and emotionally resonant choice.
This song is about the messy aftermath of a breakup. The singer is caught between guilt and self-protection: he knows he has hurt the person on the other end of those six missed calls, and he admits he is not easy to love right now.
He describes racing away from the situation, chasing money and distraction, while his ex keeps reaching out, crying and sending messages even as she calls him names when she talks to her friends. He does not pretend not to notice.
Underneath the bravado there is real regret. He wants to be free, but he also knows he cannot fully save someone else until he saves himself first.