Sourd literally means "deaf". While it can refer to a physical condition, it's often used metaphorically in French to describe someone who is unwilling to listen or pay attention.
In the song, the lyric "Mais j'faisais le sourd, putain, qu'est-ce que j'suis con" (But I played deaf, damn, how stupid I am) uses sourd to express the singer's regret for ignoring warnings or advice. It's a vivid and relatable way to describe willful ignorance.
Slimane’s “Toi” is a raw confession that turns a breakup into a cinematic tug-of-war between love and pride. One moment the couple is giving each other pleasure, the next they are tearing each other apart. The narrator admits his selfish mistakes, yet he cannot understand how the other person can walk away so casually. Each time he closes his eyes, it is still her that he sees, while the rest of the world fades into background noise.
At its core, the song captures the stubborn echo of an unfinished love story. The chorus repeats like an obsession: “C’est toi que je vois” – “It’s you I see.” No matter how much he wants to let go, tonight is not the night. The track reminds listeners of that bittersweet space where the heart refuses to move on, blending remorse, longing, and a touch of self-irony into a stirring French pop ballad.