Kif'n'dir is an interesting word choice because it's not standard French; it's a transliteration of an Arabic phrase, specifically from Algerian Arabic, meaning "What should I do?" or "How do I do it?"
In the context of the song, it's a repeated refrain that expresses the singer's deep sense of dilemma and uncertainty about her future, her identity, and her connection to her Algerian roots. This blend of languages makes the word unique and culturally rich, hinting at the artist's heritage and the song's themes of belonging and struggle.
Zaho's "Kif'n'dir" is a really honest look at feeling stuck and wanting to escape, but also being pulled back by something you love. She starts by watching planes from a barred window, dreaming of getting away from people with "idées érodées" [eroded ideas]. It's that classic feeling of wanting to break free and see new things, hoping her future will tell her if she can.
But even with that strong desire to leave, there's a deep conflict. She sings, "Et je n'ai pas envie de partir / Même s'il n'y a rien pour me retenir" [And I don't want to leave / Even if there's nothing to hold me back]. It's like she's on a one-way ticket, but then she promises to return. The repeated "Kif'n'dir" [What do I do?] really captures that internal struggle, especially when she mentions wearing a mask to fit in, being a "garçon manqué, une fille pas comme les autres" [tomboy, a girl not like the others]. And despite all the dust and difficulties, she declares her love for Algeria, showing that even when you want to run, some places just stay in your heart.