Ultra Sodade dives head-first into that bittersweet feeling the Portuguese call saudade — a longing so intense it aches, yet feels oddly comforting. Kevin Kaarl and NSQK turn it up to the max, describing how every step away from the past only tightens its grip on their hearts. They plead for understanding, insisting that if we could glimpse the storm of memories they carry, we would see why change feels impossible. The refrain in Portuguese, “Sodade dessa minha terra São Nicolau,” nods to Cape Verdean folk songs and widens the nostalgia to include missing a homeland, a time, and even a version of oneself that no longer exists.
Instead of offering easy closure, the track paints longing as a restless companion. Dreams happen awake, the present feels out of reach, and the future stays uncertain. Yet the song’s hypnotic beat and lush harmonies make this heavy emotion strangely uplifting, inviting listeners to embrace their own ultra-sized nostalgia and dance with it for a while.