Pistola literally means "pistol" or "gun". It's a powerful and dramatic word that you don't often hear in a song about love and heartbreak.
In this classic track, Los Lobos pair it directly with the heart, singing "Con mi pistola y mi corazón" (With my pistol and my heart). This creates a striking metaphor for the singer's inner conflict, representing a battle between a tough exterior and a vulnerable, broken heart.
Los Lobos deliver absolute heartbreak wrapped in traditional drama here. The singer is trapped in his own head, admitting right away, "No se como decirte / No se como explicarte / Que aquí no hay remedio" ("I don't know how to tell you / I don't know how to explain to you / That there is no remedy here"). He looks around at the sky for answers, but nature can't even agree on his fate: "La luna me dice una cosa / Las estrellas me dicen otra" ("The moon tells me one thing / The stars tell me another"). Even daylight taunts him with a sad melody. Instead of healing, old affection feels fatal: "Los besos que me diste mi amor / Son los que me están matando" ("The kisses you gave me, my love / Are the ones killing me"). It is classic, melodramatic despair where memory itself turns deadly.
Then comes the centerpiece image of the whole track: "Con mi pistola y mi corazón" ("With my gun and my heart"). Carrying both together is blunt and extreme, setting deadly violence right alongside tender vulnerability. The speaker says his tears dry while clutching this weapon and his broken feelings, doomed to spend his days in that exact standoff: "Y aquí siempre paso la vida / Con la pistola y el corazón" ("And here I always spend my life / With the gun and the heart"). When he confesses "No se como amarte / No se como abrazarte" ("I don't know how to love you / I don't know how to hug you"), it is because this lingering grief physically blocks him from moving forward. It turns an ordinary breakup into a dark, lonesome standoff with the night.