Nota De Suicidio Lyrics in English Porta , Soma

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Below, I translated the lyrics of the song Nota De Suicidio by Porta from Spanish to English.

I wake up with no desire for another day, and it'll be the last one

Few believe me, today my Eden arrives, I accept it and don't even doubt

I swear it

From the heart, my dead soul warns

It's not a threat, it's a lie

That ended up being true

I left the door open and a half-written note

It was hard to read

Goodbye Mom and Dad it said on it

I went out barefoot, with no strength, with no will

I imagined myself on the ground, dead, and nobody cried

I walk down a lonely street

Everything is dark and it rains

The streetlights watch me

And the passing of time hurts me

The blade's edge presses against me, it's her

I'll reach the end in the easiest way

Life isn't beautiful

I only seek to be alone now

In a maze with no exit I stopped asking Him for help

I talk with my conscience, alone

She asks me to pull the trigger and I'm scared to say goodbye

I'm sorry if I failed once more

I felt the shame when I looked at myself in the mirror, Mom

Forgive me, I beg you!

I don't know if I make myself clear

I'm sitting on the railing of a seventh floor

But I'm already dead inside and I'm tired

I'm sick of living always running from the past

I was a coward, I gave up, more than once I was about to

I jot in my notebook this unfinished story, I don't even fight anymore

Blank pages, stained with the red of my blood

I don't deserve even a tear

My suicide note arrived late

I signed a document with Satan

To free myself I just have to jump, nothing else

I jump, I jump into an endless void

My life passes before my eyes and time stops

So you don't see my face anymore, shoot me, bah!

My soul screams to leave its body now

I jump, I jump into an endless void

My life passes before my eyes and time stops

So you don't see my face anymore, shoot me, bah!

My soul screams to leave its body now

And I feel as if I were already dead

In a world of blind men, one-eyed king

I don't give a f*ck about taking the LP to port

It's true, I have nothing to give or receive

B*tches, I warn you, I live open-mouthed

And I hardly write, something's f*cked up in my mind

I feel like an adopted son

Too impulsive, they tell me

Captive of the negative, if flying is the goal

Let wings glide

I see through lies better, after this interval

I gift rhymes, with my shark mouth

In the form of intimate words with no charade

If you don't have Z's album, steal it

But I don't want to live anymore

It's way too hard

When I die, spit on my grave

Without hurry, I've cast the spell

Of eternal stupidity

I feel the stiffness in my muscles

It's freeing to live with no future

Feeling betrayal makes me die early

It's pure poison what I feel, I swear it

In rage, through blood I only knew to ask forgiveness

When I was immature

Tell my mother that I always loved her and that I'm sorry

To my bro, that he look for my words in the wind when it blows

To those who wished me ill, I wish them twice as much

For having shattered a noble heart

I jump, I jump into an endless void

My life passes before my eyes and time stops

So you don't see my face anymore, shoot me, bah!

My soul screams to leave its body now

I jump, I jump into an endless void

My life passes before my eyes and time stops

So you don't see my face anymore, shoot me, bah!

My soul screams to leave its body now

I'm alone in a silence that hurts and I scream

Listen to my last word, read my last writing

Pay attention to me, I only ask that, I need it

Drops of sweat and from my eyes fall onto my suicide note

I'm sorry I can't say more

Few will cry, but how many will rejoice

I saw my name on a tombstone and it didn't even feel strange

How many burdens I've carried for so few years

There's nothing that stops me

I've been dead inside so long there's nothing left

I'm only another body, dragged by the wind

So violent that destiny blows

There are no witnesses, no friends, no reason left

I walk the path alone, I know that at heaven's gates

There's no place for this pilgrim

God? It seems to be a lie, today I'll know if it's true

That after death another life exists

Today is Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, maybe Thursday

I don't know why but in my eyes it no longer rains

And maybe your memory keeps me alive

If exile doesn't want to send me straight to oblivion

Today is Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, maybe Thursday

I don't know why but in my eyes it no longer rains

Maybe your memory keeps me alive

If exile doesn't want to send me straight to oblivion

I jump, I jump into an endless void

My life passes before my eyes and time stops

So you don't see my face anymore, shoot me, bah!

My soul screams to leave its body now

I jump, I jump into an endless void

My life passes before my eyes and time stops

So you don't see my face anymore, shoot me, bah!

My soul screams to leave its body now

I jump, I jump into an endless void

My life passes before my eyes and time stops

So you don't see my face anymore, shoot me, bah!

My soul screams to leave its body now

I jump, I jump into an endless void

My life passes before my eyes and time stops

So you don't see my face anymore, shoot me, bah!

My soul screams to leave its body now

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SONG MEANING

“Nota de Suicidio” plunges us into the darkest corners of the human mind. Porta and Soma craft a hip-hop monologue that feels like reading someone’s final letter out loud: the narrator drifts through rain-soaked streets, stands on a seventh-floor ledge, and imagines the blade’s kiss while replaying every regret. He says goodbye to his parents, bargains with the devil, and wonders whether anyone would even shed a tear. Each bar drips with exhaustion and self-loathing, revealing how depression can convince a person that the simplest escape is a fatal jump.

Beneath the despair flickers a fragile humanity. The voice on the track still apologizes, still hopes a single memory might keep him breathing, still searches for meaning in the silence between raindrops. Rather than glorifying death, the song exposes the suffocating weight of suicidal thoughts and invites listeners to recognize those whispers before they turn into screams. Porta’s unfiltered storytelling transforms private agony into a shared experience, urging empathy, conversation, and the life-saving power of being heard.

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