Bu Saatten Sonra Lyrics in English by İkilem

Mahvettim comes from the verb mahvetmek, meaning "to ruin," "to destroy," or "to devastate." It's a strong and emotionally charged word that conveys a sense of profound damage or self-destruction.

In the context of the song, the lyric "beni her gün mahvettim" (I ruined myself every day) powerfully expresses the singer's past struggles and self-inflicted pain. It's a striking confession of regret and a key part of the song's theme of overcoming past hardships.

Have you ever felt like you've been through so much, and now you're just... over it? That's exactly the vibe of İkilem's "Bu Saatten Sonra." It's a powerful anthem about reaching a point of acceptance after a lot of struggle and disappointment. The singer talks about fighting and losing, trusting and being wrong, but now it's all in the past. She says, "Savaşıp yenilmişim inan umrumda değil" [I fought and lost, believe me, I don't care] and "Güvenip yanılmışım inan incitmez beni" [I trusted and was wrong, believe me, it doesn't hurt me]. It's like she's saying, "Been there, done that, and I've moved on."

This song is all about finding peace with yourself after a tough time. The lyrics, "Yalnızlık karıştı, kendimle barıştım / Ben çoktan değiştim, zordu ama alıştım" [Loneliness got mixed in, I made peace with myself / I've already changed, it was hard but I got used to it], really hit home. It's a journey of self-discovery and growth. The chorus, "Bu saatten sonra yansam ne olur / Yağıyor yağmurlar / Olan olmuş artık dönsen ne olur / Sönüyor yangınlar" [What if I burn from now on / The rains are falling / What if you come back now that it's happened / The fires are dying out], perfectly captures that feeling of finality. The past is done, the fires are out, and there's no going back. It's a blunt but liberating message about moving forward and not letting past hurts define you anymore.