ブルーアンバー Lyrics in English by back number

Below, I translated the lyrics of the song ブルーアンバー by back number from Japanese to English.
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Verse 1
dakishimerareta kioku kara
From the memory of being held tight
nagaredeta akai shizuku
Red drops came spilling out
hitosama ni miseru mono janai no
It's not something to show other people
tsutaenakatta kotodama ga
The living words I never spoke
mou hitotsu no watashi ni natte
Have turned into another me
karada no uchigawa de nanika o sakenderu
And they're screaming something from inside my body
Prechorus
aa hoshikatta noni
Ah, even though I wanted it
kuyashikatta noni
Even though it was so frustrating
dame da yo zenbu kakushiteoku no
No, that won't do, I have to keep it all hidden away
gomen ne
I'm sorry
Chorus 1
kanashii no wa hitori de juubun da kara to
Telling myself it's enough that I'm the only one who's sad
kore ijou minikukunaritakunai no to
Telling myself I don't want to get any uglier than this
watashi no naka de dare ni mo mitsukerarezuni
Inside me, where nobody could find you
konna iro ni naru made naiteita n da ne
You were crying until you turned this color
kirei yo
You're beautiful
Verse 2
watashisobireta kokoro kara
From the heart I never got to give
nagaredeta aoi shizuku
Blue drops came spilling out
hitosama ni abiseru mono janai no
It's not something to shower on other people
amasu toko naku nomikonde
So I'll swallow every last bit
tooku no umi no soko ni shizunde
I'll sink to the bottom of a faraway sea
sono mama houseki ni de mo nareru no o matsu wa
And just wait there, hoping I might even become a jewel
Oh oh
Bridge
hontou o uso de kazatte
Dressing up the truth with lies
gokko mitai na kurashi de nagusamete
Consoling myself with a make-believe life
dareka no higeki de jibun no higeki o iyashite
Healing my own tragedy with someone else's
koishisa ni oboreta shunkan no mama de
Still stuck in the moment I drowned in longing
iki mo dekizu tada aishiteru no
Unable to even breathe, I simply love you
Chorus 2
kanashii no wa hitori de juubun da kara to
Telling myself it's enough that I'm the only one who's sad
kore ijou minikukunaritakunai no to
Telling myself I don't want to get any uglier than this
watashi no naka de dare ni mo mitsukerarezuni
Inside me, where nobody could find you
konna iro ni naru made naiteita n da ne
You were crying until you turned this color
kirei yo
You're beautiful
gomen ne
I'm sorry
nee kirei yo
Hey, you're beautiful
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back number usually sing about love from a guy's point of view, but here the narrator sounds like someone holding everything in. It opens with "流れ出た赤い雫" (red drops flowing out) that come "抱きしめられた記憶から" (from the memory of being held). Her verdict on them is blunt: "人様に見せるものじゃないの" (that's not something to show other people). The words she never said have become "もうひとつの私になって" (another version of me), screaming inside her body.

Then the song turns tender. She talks to her own hidden tears: "こんな色になるまで泣いていたんだね" (you were crying until you turned this colour, weren't you), and answers with "綺麗よ" (you're beautiful). The red drops come back blue in the second verse, swallowed whole and sunk "遠くの海の底に沈んで" (to the bottom of the far-off sea) to wait until they turn into a gem. That's the blue amber of the title. Learner tip: 言霊 (kotodama) literally means "word spirit", the old idea that spoken words carry power of their own, which makes the unspoken ones turning into a second self hit harder.

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