ハッピーエンド Lyrics in English by back number

Below, I translated the lyrics of the song ハッピーエンド by back number from Japanese to English.
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Verse 1
sayonara ga nodo no oku ni
The goodbye got caught
tsukkaeteshimatte
deep in my throat
seki o suru mitai ni
As if I were coughing
arigatou tte itta no
I said "thank you"
tsugi no kotoba wa doko ka to
Wondering where my next words are
poketto o sagashite mo
Even when I search my pockets
mitsukaru no wa anata o sukina watashi dake
all I find is me, still in love with you
Prechorus 1
heiki yo daijoubu da yo
"I'm fine, it's okay"
yasashiku nareta to omotte
Thinking I'd managed to be kind
negai ni kawatte saigo wa uso ni natte
It turned into a wish and in the end became a lie
Chorus 1
aoi mama kareteyuku
Withering away while still green
anata o sukina mama de kieteyuku
Fading away while still loving you
watashi mitai to te ni totte
I picked it up, thinking it's just like me
oku ni atta omoi to issho ni nigiritsubushita no
And crushed it in my hand, along with the feelings hidden deep inside
daijoubu daijoubu
It's okay, it's okay
ima sugu ni dakishimete
Hold me tight right now
watashi ga ireba nani mo iranai to
Tell me you don't need anything as long as you have me
sore dake itte kisu o shite
Just say that and kiss me
nante ne uso da yo gomen ne
Just kidding, I'm lying, I'm sorry
Verse 2
konna toki omoidasu koto ja
I know this probably isn't
nai to wa omou n da kedo
the kind of thing to remember at a time like this
hitori ni shinai yo tte
but when you said you'd never leave me alone
are jitsuha ureshikatta yo
that actually made me happy
anata ga yuuki o dashite
You worked up the courage
hajimete denwa o kureta
and called me for the first time
ano yoru no watashi to nani ga chigau n darou
I wonder how I'm any different from the me of that night
Prechorus 2
dore dake hanareteite mo
No matter how far apart we are
donnani aenakute mo
no matter how long we can't see each other
kimochi ga kawaranai kara koko ni iru noni
I'm still here because my feelings won't change, and yet
Chorus 2
aoi mama kareteyuku
Withering away while still green
anata o sukina mama de kieteyuku
Fading away while still loving you
watashi o zutto oboeteite
Remember me forever
nante ne uso da yo genki de ite ne aa
Just kidding, I'm lying, take care of yourself, ah
rararara rararara
rararara rararara
Bridge
nakanai watashi ni sukoshi
Seeing that I didn't cry
hotto shita kao no anata
you looked a little relieved
aikawarazu nonki ne soko mo daisuki yo
Easygoing as ever, I love that about you too
kigatsukeba yoko ni ite
Before I knew it, you were by my side
betsuni kimi no mama de ii noni nante
Saying "You're fine just the way you are"
katte ni namida fuita kuse ni
Even though you wiped my tears without asking
mieru zenbu kikoeru subete
Everything I see, everything I hear
irozuketa kuse ni
Even though you gave it all color
Chorus 3
aoi mama kareteyuku
Withering away while still green
anata o sukina mama de kieteyuku
Fading away while still loving you
watashi mitai to te ni totte
I picked it up, thinking it's just like me
oku ni atta omoi to issho ni nigiritsubushita no
And crushed it in my hand, along with the feelings hidden deep inside
daijoubu daijoubu
It's okay, it's okay
ima sugu ni dakishimete
Hold me tight right now
watashi ga ireba nani mo iranai to
Tell me you don't need anything as long as you have me
sou itte mou hanasanaide
Say that, and never let me go
nante ne uso da yo sayonara
Just kidding, I'm lying, goodbye
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暢気 — carefree / easygoing

暢気(のんき) describes someone who is carefree, unconcerned, or sometimes a little oblivious to the situation around them. The kanji spelling is less common and more visually distinctive than the usual hiragana のんき.

In the song, the narrator says 相変わらず暢気ね: “You’re as carefree as ever.” Despite the painful farewell, she affectionately teases the other person for seeming relaxed, revealing that she still loves this part of them.

This is a breakup song sung from inside the breakup, by someone who keeps almost saying what she wants and then taking it back. The first image is the best one: the goodbye gets stuck in her throat, so she says "ありがとうって言ったの" (I said "thank you") the way you'd cough to clear it. She digs through her pocket for the next thing to say and finds only "the me who loves you". Then the chorus: "青いまま枯れてゆく" (withering while still green). It's a leaf or a flower dying before it ever ripened, and she picks it up, thinks it looks like her, and crushes it in her hand along with the feelings she'd kept at the back.

Every chorus ends the same way. She asks him to hold her right now, to say he needs nothing as long as she's there, to kiss her, and then: "なんてね 嘘だよ" (just kidding, that was a lie). なんてね is a little phrase Japanese speakers tack on to take back something they just said, like "...or not." Watch what follows it each time: first "ごめんね" (sorry), then "元気でいてね" (take care of yourself), and at the very end "さよなら" (goodbye). So the goodbye that was stuck in her throat in the first line finally gets out in the last one.

The middle is full of small, specific memories, and that's where it hurts most. She remembers him saying "一人にしないよ" (I won't leave you alone) and admits she was secretly happy about it. He looks relieved that she isn't crying, and she calls him "暢気" (easygoing, a bit oblivious) and says she loves that about him too. Nice word to learn, by the way: 暢気 (nonki) is the gently teasing way to call someone carefree. The title means "happy ending", which is either very sad or very kind, depending on how much you believe her when she says she's fine.

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