back number usually sing about love that went wrong, but this one is about chasing something you have worked for, and it feels like a pep talk the singer gives himself right before the moment that counts. He starts by admitting he can't even remember how it began. Back then, believing 「出来るかも」 (maybe I can do it) was easy only because he knew nothing yet. Now everything he lost, found and was given is fuel: he has "burned it and lit it" into a flame, and after all that, 「どうしても あぁ どうしても」 (no matter what, ah, no matter what) one thing is left. The title phrase どうしても is a great one to learn. It means "no matter what" or "I just can't help it", and here it carries the stubborn want that survives everything else.
My favourite part is how unglamorous he makes it. Success is built from 「偶然と普通を積み重ねて」 (piling up chance and ordinary days), on rainy days and windy days, hoping it turns into a miracle nobody else has. He even uses 「渇きを目印にして」 (using my thirst as a landmark), which is a lovely way to say hunger is the compass. He knows effort and endings repeat in a much bigger story, and he is only a small part of it, but 「この瞬間は僕の番だ」 (this moment is my turn). By the end he is calling out to every meeting and goodbye, saying 「僕はここだ」 (I'm right here) and that he won't run or hide. The last line, 「光よすべて集まれ」 (light, gather here, all of you), is a bit dramatic, and that is exactly why it works as the big finish.
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