I don't know the last time that I thought
Trying would be useless
I've been crying for two hours and I'm still here
Seeing my smile in photos
How is it that I don't notice when I stopped feeling?
And I know, it's nobody's fault, but it's not mine either
And I don't want to be here anymore
I swear that I'm trying
I want to hide in my room
Stop acting strong
I swear that I'm trying
But the chaos that I see around me
Clouds what I have in front of me
How hard it is to grow up
Seeing my smile in photos
How is it that I don't notice when I stopped feeling?
I know that it's nobody's fault, but it's not mine either
And I don't want to be like this anymore
I swear that I'm trying
I want to hide in my room
Stop acting strong
I swear that I'm trying
But the chaos that I see around me
Clouds what I have in front of me
How hard it is to grow up
What a spectacular thing
Can you sing another one?