I tell myself lies, and the worst thing, I believe them
By ignoring that for you everything was a game
And I wanted to lie to God
Pretending that I was happy
That even my friends ignored
How much it hurts me to wake up
How much it hurts me to wake up
I look in the mirror without being able to hide
Living a dream without being able to wake up
I thought you could change
All you had to do was go through the front
And I had to put up with it
How much it hurts me to wake up
How much it hurts me to wake up