Fifteen years I've lived for this
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And you wonder if I deserve it
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I was fifteen, already dreaming
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Who's gonna bet on the kid
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Sold one million, two million
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I'm like a track that never stops
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I build my life like a hit
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No, nothing surprises me anymore
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Around me it's America
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My heart aches when I think of the kids
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Lord, make them get the spark
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We stay strong when it gets tough
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We don't quit, that's the motto
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I'm tortured, gotta explain to you
F*ck, there's nobody left
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Tells right from wrong anymore
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Wrong and right, wrong and right
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With these voices in my head
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In front of you I pretend I'm fine
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Pretend I'm fine, pretend I'm fine
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I don't trust anybody now
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When the same blood can betray you
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If there's no Vitaa, there'll be nobody
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I'll be Charlotte when I die
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But nobody to answer them
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You imagine it without feeling it
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So far from who I'd like to be
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So many lies I promise myself
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I suffer in silence but I know it
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I'm gonna blow it all up, yeah
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I keep praying, but I'm stuck
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Some sins just won't fade
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When I leave it'll be without warning
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Nothing will hold me back anymore
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Of course I'll have regrets
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I've sung my whole life inside
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Some things never change
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I'd like to be sure but I hesitate
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And my soul resists
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I'm not even the one deciding anymore
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I loved the game, I loved success
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I loved the game, I loved success
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That it comes out of my heart
They told me, "you sing well"
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It's your body you have to bank on
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But pity alone isn't enough
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A woman in a world of pervs
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Be pretty to sell CDs
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I'm telling you they tried
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I chose to make you cry
Even if the story's beautiful
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When I leave, it'll be without warning
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No one to hold me back
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No one to hold me back
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Fifteen years I've lived for this
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And you wonder if I deserve it