Fifteen years I've lived for this
And you wonder if I deserve it
I was fifteen, already dreaming
Who's gonna bet on the kid
Sold one million, two million
I'm like a track that never stops
I build my life like a hit
No, nothing surprises me anymore
Around me it's America
My heart aches when I think of the kids
Lord, make them get the spark
We stay strong when it gets tough
We don't quit, that's the motto
I'm tortured, gotta explain to you
F*ck, there's nobody left
Tells right from wrong anymore
Wrong and right, wrong and right
With these voices in my head
In front of you I pretend I'm fine
Pretend I'm fine, pretend I'm fine
I don't trust anybody now
When the same blood can betray you
If there's no Vitaa, there'll be nobody
I'll be Charlotte when I die
But nobody to answer them
You imagine it without feeling it
So far from who I'd like to be
So many lies I promise myself
I suffer in silence but I know it
I'm gonna blow it all up, yeah
I keep praying, but I'm stuck
Some sins just won't fade
When I leave it'll be without warning
Nothing will hold me back anymore
Of course I'll have regrets
I've sung my whole life inside
Some things never change
I'd like to be sure but I hesitate
And my soul resists
I'm not even the one deciding anymore
I loved the game, I loved success
I loved the game, I loved success
That it comes out of my heart
I wish I'd tamed them
But passion wins
They told me, "you sing well"
It's your body you have to bank on
But pity alone isn't enough
A woman in a world of pervs
Be pretty to sell CDs
I'm telling you they tried
I chose to make you cry
Even if the story's beautiful
When I leave, it'll be without warning
Fifteen years I've lived for this
And you wonder if I deserve it