How many things have changed in life
How many things are still the same
How many times I thought it's over
Then I'd wake up on Monday
How many times I've thought in life
I want to do whatever I feel like
Then things slipped through my fingers
How many things have gone by now
How many things will never come back
How many times I've thought in life
I can even manage without you
Then I'd wake up all sweaty
How many times I messed up, yeah
How many times it went fine like that
How many times I acted like nothing
How many times trouble came
Even though by then I was already better
I don't wanna live anymore
Just to keep somebody company
I don't wanna laugh anymore
I'm not having fun anymore and it's my fault
I don't feel like believing
Will be different and then
How many times I've thought in life
I can even manage without you
Then I'd wake up all sweaty
How many times I messed up, yeah
How many times it went fine like that
How many times I acted like nothing
How many times trouble came
Even though by then I was already better
I don't wanna live anymore
Just to keep somebody company
I don't wanna laugh anymore
I'm not having fun anymore and it's my fault
I don't feel like believing
Will be different and then