Halfway between feelings and feeling nothing for life
I took a bit too much, I see everything on a delay
You wanna play with me, even if I don't win the game
Even though it's guaranteed I'll win, if I have you here
Halfway between being alive and not waking up in the morning
I watch my bro go crazy, 'cause of a little baggie
Locked in a room I look for my therapy
Between paranoia and reality, hoping they don't take us away
Blue lights, there, I look over there
For the next move, I look further ahead
Broken window blind, mhm, she's defective
You try to bring me down, but it doesn't work on me
Mhm, mhm, mhm, mhm, mhm, mhm
There's an anomaly in the system and I won't remove it
There's an anomaly inside me, I don't deny it
The anomaly in the system is me, baby, mhm, mhm
There's an anomaly in the system and I won't remove it
There's an anomaly inside me, I don't deny it
Now you have sad eyes like mine, baby, mhm, mhm
Diamonds encrusted on my chain
We leave the club, away from the flashes
We get straight into the Range, baby
I wasn't thinking 'bout money, but 'bout my people
She's jumping on my new Balmain, mhm
It seems all okay, it's not okay, baby, mhm
Out of the box, into another box
Too much betrayal, so I put up a screen
I can't put a stop to certain thoughts
I should just stay calm and pull myself together
Now I can afford certain figures
But I still think like I have nothing
Sometimes it's a virtue, sometimes it's not good for me
I can't let these fakes flex
One day I'll be a better person too
They told me it's a phase, that you get over it easy
But, now that I'm ice-cold, I don't feel the pain anymore
For every thought, I up the dose
For every thought, I up the drops
For every thought, I stay up at night
She has the desire to have me, right in front of her
She wants to know what I'm thinking, behind my forehead
Mhm, mhm, mhm, mhm, mhm, mhm
There's an anomaly in the system and I won't remove it
There's an anomaly inside me, I don't deny it
The anomaly in the system is me, baby, mhm, mhm
There's an anomaly in the system and I won't remove it
There's an anomaly inside me, I don't deny it
Now you have sad eyes like mine, baby, mhm, mhm
Diamonds encrusted on my chain
We leave the club, away from the flashes
We get straight into the Range, baby
I wasn't thinking 'bout money, but 'bout my people
She's jumping on my new Balmain, mhm
It seems all okay, it's not okay, baby, mhm