I froze, I stopped, my heart stopped
I told you yes, I told you no
Then I coldly denied it
And how many 'almosts' fit in a second?
I saw myself reach the end of the world
I saw myself suffer in loneliness
In a way I couldn't bear
I know I made you cry
And I fight so hard to forget
But how can I explain it to you?
I'll live in my garden
Thanks for every day I saw you
Thanks, but I'm gonna resist
Your blue lighter is here
Will you remember?
Deep down I'm waiting for you in another life
I also don't see another way out
And it's not even the first time
You know, I already knew you
I know I'll cry too
In the raw emptiness you cause me
I saw myself go down the wrong way
In a way I don't want anymore
I froze, I stopped everything here
I won't walk, I won't leave
Or will you come get it?