Today I came back to our house
Each day that goes by it's colder
But enough already, thinking of you wears me out
I usually handle it fine until
that your name comes back
My mind gets lost, nothing solves it
And I already tried everything
Give me excuses so that I don't hate love
It never stops hurting, it always shows up again
I swear that I want nothing, but when it gets close I want it all
I don't wanna hurt myself and hit the same wall twice
I want some of that poison that poisoned me
I'm the loser of the two, of the two
What was it that happened
Don't talk to me about lo-o-ove
Never mattered to you, no, babe
What was it that happened
And don't talk to me about lo-o-ove
It never mattered to you, no, no, no, no
I'd like that you get out of my head
I can't fall asleep, dreaming of you stresses me
If I'm the one that saw the train go by
Of sadness you were the driver
And it hurts to miss you so much
And at the same time I don't wanna see you even when I wake up
I don't know what the f*ck I was thinking
I don't know why I always mess up with what I choose
I should've listened to the one that said
Whoever does it, pays for it
And karma already has a debt with you and that I do know
That you're tired of seeing me lost
It makes no sense to try it again
Don't repeat something that I already know
Countless times I failed
It wasn't you, I cried for you too
But I learned and then I let you go
You're in my mind and not in my room
It's not the same anymore if you're not here
You used to tell me that you'd die for me
But it was another one you preferred
I tried to give you a thousand chances
You didn't know how to make the most of me
What do I have to do to face you?
I hope you show your face
I swear that I want nothing, but when it gets close I want it all
I don't wanna hurt myself and hit the same wall twice
I want some of that poison that poisoned me
I'm the loser of the two, of the two
What was it that happened
Don't talk to me about lo-o-ove
What was it that happened
And don't talk to me about lo-o-ove