Today I went back to our house
And I saw it even emptier
With every day that goes by it's colder
But enough already, thinking about you so much wears me out
I usually handle it fine until
that your name comes back
My mind gets lost, nothing solves it
And I already tried it all
Give me excuses so that I don't hate love
It never stops hurting, it always shows up again
I swear that I don't want anything, but when it gets close I want it all
I don't want to hurt myself anymore and crash into the same wall twice
I want some of that poison that poisoned me
I'm the loser of the two of us, of the two of us
What was it that happened
Don't talk to me about lo-o-ove
never mattered to you, no, babe
What was it that happened
And don't talk to me about lo-o-ove
It never mattered to you, no, no, no, no
I wish you would get out of my head
I can't fall asleep, dreaming about you stresses me out
If I, that saw the train go by
of sadness, you were the driver
And it hurts to miss you so much
And at the same time I don't want to see you even when I get up
I don't know what the hell I was thinking
I don't know why I always f*ck up with what I choose
I should've listened to the one that said
that whoever does them, pays them
And karma already has a debt with you and I know that
that you're tired of seeing me lost
There's no point trying it again
Don't repeat something that I already know
Countless are the times that I failed
It wasn't you, I cried for you too
But I learned and then I let you go
You're in my mind and not in my room
It's not the same anymore if you're not here
You told me that you'd die for me
But it was another one you preferred
I tried to give you a thousand chances
You didn't know how to take advantage of me
What do I have to do to face you?
I hope that you have the nerve
I swear that I don't want anything, but when it gets close I want it all
I don't want to hurt myself anymore and crash into the same wall twice
I want some of that poison that poisoned me
I'm the loser of the two of us, of the two of us
What was it that happened
Don't talk to me about lo-o-ove
What was it that happened
And don't talk to me about lo-o-ove