Nobody said it'd be easy
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And everyone except us was right
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If somebody asks, I say, "I'm fine"
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But I'm just acting, even though I still miss you
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Everyone said, "It makes no sense"
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And I'm slowly starting to believe that too
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And yet every night I still ask myself
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Should I wait before I keep watching the episode of "You"
What does that feel like?
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Kinda hard to describe
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I'm glad that you're gone now
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And still so lonely
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I don't wanna hear from you anymore
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And still wanna text you nonstop
Your closeness f*cks me up
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And I still wanna be with you
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Does it wreck you when somebody says my name
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Do you also lose your breath when someone asks about me
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When I text you, does it still show
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The heart with the arrow?
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Do you sometimes type messages and then don't send them?
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'Cause you think I haven't thought about you in weeks
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When I text you, does it still show
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The heart with the arrow?
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Everybody tells me it'll get easier
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But again I don't believe anyone
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Maybe that doesn't sound exactly fair
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But it'd be a bit easier if you felt the same
What does that feel like?
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Kinda hard to describe
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I'm glad that you're gone now
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And still so lonely
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I don't wanna hear from you anymore
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And still wanna text you nonstop
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Your closeness f*cks me up
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And I still wanna be with you
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Does it wreck you when somebody says my name
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Do you also lose your breath when someone asks about me
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When I text you, does it still show
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The heart with the arrow?
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Do you sometimes type messages and then don't send them?
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'Cause you think I haven't thought about you in weeks
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When I text you, does it still show
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The heart with the arrow?
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You know what pisses me off the very most right now?
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That I keep thinking of you and wonder what you're doing
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And every night I wish there was a button in my head
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That'd let me forget this sh*t
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'Cause it breaks me when someone says your name
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I can't breathe whenever somebody asks about you
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When I text you, does it still show
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The heart with the arrow?