Nobody said it'd be easy
And everyone except us was right
If somebody asks, I say, "I'm fine"
But I'm just acting, even though I still miss you
Everyone said, "It makes no sense"
And I'm slowly starting to believe that too
And yet every night I still ask myself
Should I wait before I keep watching the episode of "You"
What does that feel like?
Kinda hard to describe
I'm glad that you're gone now
And still so lonely
I don't wanna hear from you anymore
And still wanna text you nonstop
Your closeness f*cks me up
And I still wanna be with you
Does it wreck you when somebody says my name
Do you also lose your breath when someone asks about me
When I text you, does it still show
The heart with the arrow?
Do you sometimes type messages and then don't send them?
'Cause you think I haven't thought about you in weeks
When I text you, does it still show
The heart with the arrow?
Everybody tells me it'll get easier
But again I don't believe anyone
Maybe that doesn't sound exactly fair
But it'd be a bit easier if you felt the same
What does that feel like?
Kinda hard to describe
I'm glad that you're gone now
And still so lonely
I don't wanna hear from you anymore
And still wanna text you nonstop
Your closeness f*cks me up
And I still wanna be with you
Does it wreck you when somebody says my name
Do you also lose your breath when someone asks about me
When I text you, does it still show
The heart with the arrow?
Do you sometimes type messages and then don't send them?
'Cause you think I haven't thought about you in weeks
When I text you, does it still show
The heart with the arrow?
You know what pisses me off the very most right now?
That I keep thinking of you and wonder what you're doing
And every night I wish there was a button in my head
That'd let me forget this sh*t
'Cause it breaks me when someone says your name
I can't breathe whenever somebody asks about you
When I text you, does it still show
The heart with the arrow?