It's true I lived like I had nothing left to lose
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Always the same mistakes and the same old song
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Always the same fears I smothered in the night
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Please let it rain so I can stay in bed
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I lived like I knew this wouldn't last long
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I wanted to be old, yeah, but I couldn't picture it anymore
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It's weird to think I probably had it all wrong
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It's hard to say but in my heart it's never pretty
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My God, tell me what I'm doing here
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Too often I wonder why me
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I hope, my God, you'll forgive me
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This world is crazy, my God, and you know it better than me
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Nothing ever taught me how to find happiness
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I spent a lifetime chasing a little peace inside the pain
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From everything that burned me, all I had to carry
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It's not that easy, you know, but they say it's gonna be alright
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When I think back today, I tell myself it was simple
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I just had to love myself but it was so hard
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So I looked in others for what I should've given myself
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And since things have to change, this time I won't give up on me
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My God, tell me what I'm doing here
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Too often I wonder why me
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I hope, my God, you'll forgive me
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This world is crazy, my God, and you know it better than me
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My God, tell me what I'm doing here
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Too often I wonder why me
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I hope, my God, you'll forgive me
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This world is crazy, my God, and you know it better than me
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So that's it, that's what hurting feels like
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I thought I was strong but now I know
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That the dull noise of silence in the end
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Creates wounds that never heal
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In this room that heard everything
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The days went by and nothing had flavor anymore
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We don't explain the misunderstandings
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We just close our eyes and hang on
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My God, tell me what I'm doing here
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Too often I wonder why me
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I hope, my God, you'll forgive me
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This world is crazy, my God, and you know it better than me
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My God, tell me what I'm doing here
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Too often I wonder why me
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I hope, my God, you'll forgive me
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This world is crazy, my God, but you know it better than me