And if it were up to me
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And if it were up to me I'd go far away
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This is what happens when they turn off the lights
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And right then you realize they're not all friends
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I bought that house for mom, I saw my folks happy
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Because the street teaches you're wrong if you don't share
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And if it were up to me I'd run from these places
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From this dirty life, from these brick houses
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But if I stay here it's to erase my memories
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And prove that dreams can come true
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My pockets are pregnant, kids in the hood wear my name
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Everybody knows what I do, nobody cares how
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The face of the building I lived in faces West
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The mold was bigger than my TV
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He vanished on my street while we were running away
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You get it, I turned this sh*t into poetry
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These days loyalty's become so fragile
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Truth is absurd in a world full of chatter
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I wrote a prayer that came true this year
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I killed the scene, you can roll out the yellow tape
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When things go bad I fill my soul with alcohol
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This microphone's therapy because I talk to it
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This is what happens when they turn off the lights
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And right then you realize they're not all friends
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I bought that house, mom, I saw my folks happy
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Because the street teaches you're wrong if you don't share
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And if it were up to me I'd run from these places
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From this dirty life, from these brick houses
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But if I stay here it's to erase my memories
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And prove that dreams can come true
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I'm with mine, I'm with mine, dawg
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This villa used to be a room
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I'm with mine, I'm with mine, dawg
This cash won't change us
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If there's a God I just hope He's benign
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Because I sold my friends, because I served the block
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If there's a God I hope He forgives me for everything
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Breaking somebody's heart can make an adult cry
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I hope to beat the case, to beat my enemies
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To blink my eyelids even when they're thin
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And for these scars to become invisible
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Hate is really tangible, the feelings I've got are hybrid
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Thinking of you hurts me, that's why I dirty the drinks
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It's a side effect, a side effect of the verb to live
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The worst thing, bro, somebody can do
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Is make another person numb
Not hurting me is impossible
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This is what happens when they turn off the lights
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And right then you realize they're not all friends
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I bought that house, mom, I saw my folks happy
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Because the street teaches you're wrong if you don't share
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And if it were up to me I'd run from these places
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From this dirty life, from these brick houses
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But if I stay here it's to erase my memories
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And prove that dreams can come true
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I'm with mine, I'm with mine, dawg
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This villa used to be a room
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I'm with mine, I'm with mine, dawg
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This cash won't change us
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I'm with mine, I'm with mine, dawg
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I'm with mine, I'm with mine, dawg
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Everyone's got theirs and we trade them like diseases
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And we reflect onto others what we are
Friends turn into enemies
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Feelings turn into irreversible secrets
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We're slaves to convenience while we try to fight it
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I'm sorry to everyone I've hurt