I search and I don't find the reason to
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Try again baby, it doesn't work
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Your love is poison, deadly poison
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I won't leave you alone baby, where are you
Because I don't want it nor can I
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Tell me that you love me and that it's true
That inside I'm still dead
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That I can't try anymore because I end up losing, I always told you
You changed me and that's not good
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That I can't even think because I end up losing always
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Not even the song I listened to with you sounds the same anymore
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Christmas feels lonely since you aren't here
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Memory traps me in the same place
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But it hurts that what we had wasn't going to work
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I know there wasn't much to offer but I didn't care
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I gave you everything and I always waited for the same back
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That something that failed would change
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It was only you, and nobody else
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I still wait for you even though I know I shouldn't
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Because I don't want it nor can I
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Tell me that you love me and that it's true
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That inside I'm still dead
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That I can't try anymore because I end up losing, I always told you
You changed me and that's not good
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That I can't even think because I end up losing always
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I was always part of your game
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I was always part of your game
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I was always part of your game