That I don't deserve your help
I know that I'm the worst
And that's why I prefer goodbye
That has turned into the ruin of the love
That we had and that routine left us
And this thorn that you keep with resentment
And throw back at me is the same one
That lies down with us in the bed
Who's going to pay for the damage that we've done
Who's going to repair my heart
Who's going to close my chest
Because I'm staying where I am
You've already hurt me so much
And it cost me so much to forget
And I don't want to be anymore
A reflection of your yesterday
I'm leaving the way I came
That I value deeds more
Than words that aren't going to change anything that I think
How many times you had me in front of you
And you lied to me, tell me
If you've even killed my time
And you don't consider it a crime
How many times you smudged
The mascara from my lashes
Being by your side every day
And feeling like a stranger
How many holes in the pants
Because I'm staying where I am
You've already hurt me so much
And it cost me so much to forget
And I don't want to be a reflection of your yesterday anymore
I'm leaving the way I came
And the I love yous I want to believe them
Sometimes I can't move on because I live in yesterday
Now I'm the one who shares your future and your skin
I'm a human on Mars who doesn't want to come back, no, no
And the I love yous I want to believe them
Sometimes I can't move on because I live in yesterday
Now I'm the one who shares your future and your skin
I'm a human on Mars who doesn't want to come back
Because I'm staying where I am
You've already hurt me so much
And it cost me so much to forget
And I don't want to be a reflection of your yesterday anymore
I'm leaving the way I came