Yeah, I don't know why you're surprised
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I'm not quite clear on how to start
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To count stars, I needed you
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It was hard to stop time to imagine
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What would become of me without April
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And I don't understand what could have happened to us
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The night, the winter, the days so long
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We stopped seeing each other so that we wouldn't think about each other
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And I left an "I love you" etched on your body
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And I get lost in your eyes, your hands
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And then I bite you and we'd better not even talk about it
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I'm sure that I tremble with desire to see you and then I stay silent
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And it's that the sun no longer rises for me
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I even unlearn how to smile
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It's useless to yell that you come back
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It's better than surrendering, fighting, or dying
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Than keeping sorrows like this
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I'm not the one you wake up with today
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I'm not the one you wake up with today
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And I don't understand what could have happened to us
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The night, the winter, the days so long
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We stopped seeing each other so that we wouldn't think about each other
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And I left an "I love you" etched on your body
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And I get lost in your eyes, your hands
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And then I bite you and we'd better not even talk about it
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I'm sure that I tremble with desire to see you and then I stay silent
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And it's that the sun no longer rises for me
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I even unlearn how to smile
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It's useless to yell that you come back
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And it's better than surrendering, fighting, or dying
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Than keeping sorrows like this
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I'm not the one you wake up with today
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I'm not the one you wake up with today
Today I've broken old photos
I fell asleep and you drift away
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I've gotten lost in a summer
And today I no longer feel like myself
I've played and I've taken a risk