Yeah, I don't know why you're surprised
I'm not quite clear on how to start
To count stars, I needed you
It was hard to stop time to imagine
What would become of me without April
And I don't understand what could have happened to us
The night, the winter, the days so long
We stopped seeing each other so that we wouldn't think about each other
And I left an "I love you" etched on your body
And I get lost in your eyes, your hands
And then I bite you and we'd better not even talk about it
I'm sure that I tremble with desire to see you and then I stay silent
And it's that the sun no longer rises for me
I even unlearn how to smile
It's useless to yell that you come back
It's better than surrendering, fighting, or dying
Than keeping sorrows like this
I'm not the one you wake up with today
I'm not the one you wake up with today
And I don't understand what could have happened to us
The night, the winter, the days so long
We stopped seeing each other so that we wouldn't think about each other
And I left an "I love you" etched on your body
And I get lost in your eyes, your hands
And then I bite you and we'd better not even talk about it
I'm sure that I tremble with desire to see you and then I stay silent
And it's that the sun no longer rises for me
I even unlearn how to smile
It's useless to yell that you come back
And it's better than surrendering, fighting, or dying
Than keeping sorrows like this
I'm not the one you wake up with today
I'm not the one you wake up with today
Today I've broken old photos
I fell asleep and you drift away
I've gotten lost in a summer
And today I no longer feel like myself
I've played and I've taken a risk
And now I lose my heart