I'm not sober, but I'm writing you a letter
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And I'm drinking, 'cause otherwise I'd keep
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And I hope you'll see it that way someday too
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I do tell the truth, but I'm like yeah
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I'd love to drop by with a hangover and flowers
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I just want a yes or no
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A 'Come' or 'Let's leave it be'
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I'll happily give you more time too
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But whenever you're here
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I'm not really myself
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I'd like to say something
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But it never gets past trying
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And that's why I'm writing this letter
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So at least you'll read it once
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Because whenever it counts
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Tell me, is that honest or a tactic
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when you look at me so insanely happy?
As long as you do it, yeah
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I don't know where I stand with you
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I just know we're kinda the same
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And I don't wanna keep acting
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I just want a yes or no
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A 'Come' or 'Let's leave it be'
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I'll happily give you more time too
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But whenever you're here
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I'm not really myself
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I'd like to say something
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But it never gets past trying
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And that's why I'm writing this letter
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So at least you'll read it once
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Because whenever it counts
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I'm not really myself
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But whenever you're here
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I'm not really myself
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I'd like to say something
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But it never gets past trying, yeah
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And that's why I'm writing this letter
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So at least you'll read it once
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Because whenever it counts
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I'm not really myself
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Blackout 'cause of you, yeah
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Blackout 'cause of you, yeah