I'm not sober, but I'm writing you a letter
And I'm drinking, 'cause otherwise I'd keep
I'm kinda in love
And I hope you'll see it that way someday too
I do tell the truth, but I'm like yeah
I'd love to drop by with a hangover and flowers
I just want a yes or no
A 'Come' or 'Let's leave it be'
I'll happily give you more time too
But whenever you're here
I'm not really myself
I'd like to say something
But it never gets past trying
And that's why I'm writing this letter
So at least you'll read it once
Because whenever it counts
Tell me, is that honest or a tactic
when you look at me so insanely happy?
As long as you do it, yeah
I don't know where I stand with you
I just know we're kinda the same
And I don't wanna keep acting
I just want a yes or no
A 'Come' or 'Let's leave it be'
I'll happily give you more time too
But whenever you're here
I'm not really myself
I'd like to say something
But it never gets past trying
And that's why I'm writing this letter
So at least you'll read it once
Because whenever it counts
I'm not really myself
But whenever you're here
I'm not really myself
I'd like to say something
But it never gets past trying, yeah
And that's why I'm writing this letter
So at least you'll read it once
Because whenever it counts
I'm not really myself
Blackout 'cause of you, yeah
Blackout 'cause of you, yeah