Since last year at Christmas
I've had no news from you
But I told you, all smiles
I quickly understood you were
By that beautiful, happy announcement
I hoped my joy would be contagious
You who proudly said you loved me
Why did everything suddenly change
I'm still the same as before
Since last year at Christmas
Since I'm living in the conditional
I miss your love like crazy
My everyday life feels blurry
Loneliness can hurt so bad
Are you somehow trying
To curse my life, my fate
Who's no longer scared of the dark
You taught me so many things
And pit us against each other
Now it's my turn to be the teacher
We don't choose where the heart goes
Since last year at Christmas
Yet you play this cruel game
This distance makes me suffer
Where I play the beast, a thug
A monster they point at
I don't like your spiteful gods
Who split the world into two camps
Dictating what's good or bad
I don't give a f*ck about their fake morals
Doesn't change the essence
But it's far from being a fault
Since last year at Christmas
That I'm waiting for a sign, a call
My heart's dying to see you again
And I'll tell you again tonight
Love is the greatest treasure
Love is the greatest treasure