God, I didn't want to stay awake, but here I am in the chaos
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I don't feel the alcohol anymore, the drugs don't do sh*t
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The prayers, my mother was always there watching over
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I know that you've given me a chance, I've screwed up enough already
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Things from the work that nobody understands
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I hide the rosary under my shirt to poison myself
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Because no matter what happens, the boss is going to forgive me
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God, the devil keeps talking and talking, and wants me to work for him
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Big guns and pistols, they send me to Guasave
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At the Last Supper, nobody took Judas and they know
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That it was crucial and I did take down the traitor
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Things from the work that nobody understands
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I hide the rosary under my shirt to poison myself
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Because no matter what happens, the boss is going to forgive me