Today I'm a bit self-destructive
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Though I'm happy and I live for your eyes
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Today I'm at the same point as before
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But I've got a thousand reasons to look ahead
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I want to know if I keep going or take shortcuts
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And I don't really know if at this point I'm going up or down
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I don't know what I say, nor think what I write
What's more, I don't want to think about it
I know very well what I'm looking for
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And maybe I don't want to find it
Don't go, let me get there
To say goodbye or just see you, that's all
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Sometimes I dream that a river passes by my side
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And it carries away what had mattered to me
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I look up and see everything that's coming
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That is also partly yours
And it's what holds me up the most
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Don't go, let me get there
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To say goodbye or just see you, that's all
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And I dream that the river takes me away from the important things
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But I know that without looking at you I can see you everywhere
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And today I'm, today I'm a bit self-destructive
Though I know that I'm happy
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And for your eyes, for your eyes I live