Today I'm a bit self-destructive
Though I'm happy and I live for your eyes
Today I'm at the same point as before
But I've got a thousand reasons to look ahead
I want to know if I keep going or take shortcuts
And I don't really know if at this point I'm going up or down
I don't know what I say, nor think what I write
What's more, I don't want to think about it
I know very well what I'm looking for
And maybe I don't want to find it
Don't go, let me get there
To say goodbye or just see you, that's all
Sometimes I dream that a river passes by my side
And it carries away what had mattered to me
I look up and see everything that's coming
That is also partly yours
And it's what holds me up the most
Don't go, let me get there
To say goodbye or just see you, that's all
And I dream that the river takes me away from the important things
But I know that without looking at you I can see you everywhere
And today I'm, today I'm a bit self-destructive
Though I know that I'm happy
And for your eyes, for your eyes I live