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My dream shattered after one step
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In fact I've got the face of someone who lost everything and wants it all back
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If I'd put a bit less of my ego into my creed
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Maybe my heart would be cement, not glass
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If I look back I'm afraid I'll see her
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Because I feel better if I run away from what you are in time
And if I could I'd vanish
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I hate half of what you call my city and I'd kill the other half
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And if I could I'd do more than this
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I'd write lyrics for these catatonic fools for the encore musical
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I'd make the same compromises as your dumb what's-his-name
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Instead I drown in the complexes of a beautiful b*tch
Don't tell me 'Yeah, whatever'
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You know what? Get the paycheck before these gigs
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I even learned De Andrè's lyrics
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Now I even see posers with Beats by Dre
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Music's the only muse I abuse
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Because it doesn't use me and never fooled me
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Your naked flesh instead rejects me like an intruder
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It lets me down, robs me of every ready-made excuse
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So I refuse your forgiveness
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I cry in the dark and talk to the wall, disappointed by what I am
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Paradox: the more you get f*cked, the more you feel like a man
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The more you become somebody later, the lonelier you feel
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Here they say I'm full of myself and an a*shole too
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When I've always been a neurotic in depression
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Who hates every one of his songs, and the next one even worse
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Because the fruit of malaise is even greater malaise
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If you've got nothing to lose you can lose your mind
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At that point unease doesn't matter anymore, just being the best, right?
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Being the best, right, is self-conviction, right?
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Then I'll be the best, period
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If I were you I wouldn't stay like this
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I'd go crazy, but I wouldn't act like this
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This motherf*cker is gonna pray for me
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But 'till the day I die, they'd better stay away from me
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People like to lift you up if they can touch you
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To show the others that if they want they can pull you up
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But when you're too high and they can't touch you
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They'll even throw stones at you just for the thrill of knocking you down
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No f*cking way you beat me
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You saying 'Nitro I don't like you anymore'
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To me you're a slave just because you get on TV
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F*ck you and your thousand invites on websites
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These are my dirty pages against your clean clothes
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Your clan is more confused and obtuse than any of your fans
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What leader, my balls, you're not Kendrick Lamar
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If you're all kings, the thrones are bar stools
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You'd like to be the Festivalbar star
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But reality smashes you in the face and outclasses you: Nitro is Kevin Durant
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Maybe I'll die on the route like the Dakar rally
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But my face is on the map and you won't erase it from here
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How does it feel when the magic fogs up
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And talent at the same time is the sentence and the amnesty
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While melancholy returns in your eyes
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But this time, ugly b*tch, remember: a quick f*ck and out
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If you came to my place 'Hey buddy, how's it going?'
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The only woman I've loved won't stay with me
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She called me a pervert who went crazy with rap
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And chose a loser from a rock cover band
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B*tch, you gotta tell me why!
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It's not about the rhymes, I wanna know why!
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You don't kill someone who's already killed himself
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What do you wanna decide if they've always decided for you?
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For sure you don't act like me
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You got no balls yet you try to expose yourself like me
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You don't spend sleepless nights and tense days like me
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Better to make music for money than for the deaf like you
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It's fools like you who gossip about me
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Because they've realized they're not strong like me
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You don't have memories filled with too much remorse like me
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But in the end you're all dead anyway, like me
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If I were you I wouldn't stay like this
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I'd go crazy, but I wouldn't act like this
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This motherf*cker is gonna pray for me
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But 'till the day I die, they'd better stay away from me