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Neben Mir is a late-night confession turned indie-pop banger. The moment her phone lights up, Nina Chuba dives headfirst into “ein, zwei Stunden Chaos,” fast-forwarding through reckless fun only to wake up with nothing but a hangover and self-doubt. The song captures that dizzy feeling of standing right beside someone yet completely beside yourself—your plans scrambled, your mind foggy, your life suddenly playing in reverse as you wonder, When did I lose myself?
Beneath the catchy beat, Nina paints a vivid picture of a relationship that shines like a dusty pair of rose-colored glasses. Every time the other person slips them on her, she sees what they need her to see and hands over everything they want. She wishes she were stronger, but each escape leaves her a little emptier. With blurred vision and glassy eyes, she finally admits, “Baby, I’m sorry, aber das kann nicht funktionier’n.” It’s a relatable anthem about recognizing toxic cycles, reclaiming your focus, and stepping out of the haze so you can star in your own film again.