In the end nothing really changes
Used to cry on the subway, today in an Uber
No new friends, no time for the old ones
Would've given everything for a taste of that hype
But now I know I'll stay the same in the end
The best ones, the real ones, I hope
I'll be back with them soon
I won't forget where I come from
Yesterday's worries erased
But I'm still not feeling much better
Head's pounding, I'm scared of heights
Six-hundred Ibus fix that
Kilos of sorrow every day
Getting high again so I can float
Know I'm blessed, doing what I love
Never thought music would actually work out
I should be happier, but I know
In the end nothing really changes
Used to cry on the subway, today in an Uber
No new friends, no time for the old ones
Would've given everything for a taste of that hype
Yet now I know it all stays the same in the end
The small-town girl
Looks for luck and finds none
Through the streets in an XL hoodie, dreams oversized
Never wanna go back, but I don't know if that's enough
It's enough for me, 'cause I'll stay the same in the end
Still remember you and me sunset high on the dike
Perfectly happy for half an eternity
Today I'm sitting at my window
Puff-puff, one more drag and it's getting cold outside
Pour some more red dopamine into my glass
'Cause it's already half empty again
Up the dosage day by day
But my heart stays just as heavy
Yesterday too little and now too much
Still the tears keep flowing, that never changes
In the end nothing really changes
Used to cry on the subway, today in an Uber
No new friends, no time for the old ones
Would've given everything for a taste of that hype
Yet now I know it all stays the same in the end
The small-town girl
Looks for luck and finds none
Through the streets in an XL hoodie, dreams oversized
Never wanna go back, but I don't know if that's enough
It's enough for me, 'cause I'll stay the same in the end