I'm looking for flashes of light
that can make me come back
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I'm looking for the traces of footprints
I want to sing melodies so
that my being can be eased
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I want the clock on my side
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and feel that I stop running
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I've got a pain in my chest
that I couldn't describe to you
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I've got a fear in my body
that pushed me away from feeling
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stay more alert while walking
to notice the details that
I'm going to change seasons
I'm going to explore winters
Before fleeing let's analyze
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Why did inertia fade
Before fleeing let's analyze
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Why did unconsciousness fade
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It keeps trapping me in this corner
I pray at night the verses
that ask you to come back to me
I pray by day to find the
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reason that exists in my existence
so that my being can heal
only keeps me from growing
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Before fleeing let's analyze
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Why did inertia fade
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Before fleeing let's analyze
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Why did unconsciousness fade