I've thought about me so much I don't wanna be
That Natalia who plays it safe, who treats herself nice
No thinking 'bout the future, I don't wanna learn
You gonna come get me already or what?
I was super hot today and couldn't see you
I've been this way since class 4B
A cute text came in, I gave it the double tick
I used to shine, I once had something special
And it got f*cked, mom's advice is gone
Just a pile of sh*t I can't swallow
I don't know what's up with me
I saw my pic on the screen, no idea who that is
I've been this way since class 4B
Spitting on your doorway felt like making it rain
As a kid I planned out dreams, now I don't know
Tell me what's happened, I'm twenty-six
I used to shine, I once had something special
And it got f*cked, mom's advice is gone
Just a pile of sh*t I can't swallow
I saw my pic on the screen, no idea who that is