_____ uzhasaet razval i etalon
Everything around is terrifying: collapse and the ideal
Etomu — viiti _____ poplakat’ i domoi
For this one, all there is to do is go out, take one look, cry, and go home
Ne khochu sozertsat’ i _____ ikh vzapoi
I don't want to contemplate and scrutinize them obsessively
Znaya tsikl zhizni ikh vsekh vsyo _____ i v zapoi no
Knowing the life cycle of them all, you'd fuck it all up and go on a bender, but
Yesli b u menya sud’ba _____ tak
If my fate had taken such a turn
Chtobi ya mog vdrug uvidet’ _____
So that I could suddenly see everything in color
To ya bi v kokon _____
Then I would climb into a cocoon for a long time
Chtobi skipnut’ _____
To skip this vile callous time
Perezimovali i kruto _____
We made it through the winter and that's great, it's all a matter of price
A mne yebano chto zimoi chto vesnoi mne — _____
And it's fucked for me whether it's winter or spring, it makes no difference to me
Vidimo nado podchinyat’sya raz kazhdii raz _____
Apparently, you have to obey, since every time it's seven troubles at once
Budem vladet’ i razdelyat’ ved’ tak kazhdii sam _____
We will own and divide, because that way everyone's on their own
Strashno _____ chto
It's scary, may it be that
Daruet bog mne _____
God grants me a special gift
A ne tol’ko veryovku _____
And not just a rope and a chair
Ya zapryachus’ v svoi kokon _____
I will hide in my cocoon, falling asleep for a long time
V anabioze dushe _____
The soul cannot get warm in suspended animation
Pokuda zhizn’ — eto prosto _____
As long as life is just inertia
Ya zaprus’ na zamok i _____
I'll lock myself away, and to my heart
Ne dostuchat’sya _____
there's no getting through, no breaking in
_____ dushe ne sogret’sya
The soul cannot get warm in suspended animation
Pokuda zhizn’ — _____ protsess no
While life is just a process, but
Dazhe kogda kazalos’ bi _____
Even when it seems there's no way forward
Ya opyat’ prosipayus’ _____
I wake up again in a nightmare place
Ya ustal _____ chto vse pizdato
I'm tired of pretending that everything is fucking great
_____ boli — serdechnii krater
Only a new refuge of pain - a crater in the heart
I teplitsya v otkritoi ladoni _____
And my alma mater flickers in the open palm
Yutitsya i ne vidit iskhoda vsyo _____
Huddles and sees no way out, everything is irrevocable
Ukhodit v puteshestvie po tem _____
Goes on a journey through those moments of the past
Chto stigmatami na tele _____
That bleed like stigmata on the body
I dazhe yesli bi mog otkazat’sya _____ to ya
And even if I could give up these scars, then I
Nashel bi sposob _____ snova
I would find a way to inflict them again
Chtobi kazhdoe uvech’e moglo bi vo mne _____
So that every mutilation could resonate in me
Sleduyu kak po nitochke k kladbishchu _____
I follow, as if along a thread, to the cemetery of my principles
Yesli b ne eti shrami ya b tak i _____
If it weren't for these scars, I would still be a ghost
Oni menya sshivayut i derzhat _____
They stitch me up and hold me with a Bismarck weave
Mir kalechit pitaetsya _____
The world cripples, tries to mock you
Chtob ne zaledenet’ ot lyudei — _____ bistro ya
So as not to freeze over from people, you need to think fast, I
V anabioze spryachu vse svoi _____
I'll hide all my feelings in suspended animation
V nadezhde chto odnazhdi ti smozhesh’ _____
Hoping that one day you'll be able to touch them
V anabioze _____ ne sogret’sya
The soul cannot get warm in suspended animation
_____ zhizn’ — eto prosto inertsiya
As long as life is just inertia
Ya zaprus’ _____ i do serdtsa
I'll lock myself away, and to my heart
_____ ne doperet’sya
there's no getting through, no breaking in
V anabioze dushe _____
The soul cannot get warm in suspended animation
Pokuda zhizn’ — eto prosto _____ no
While life is just a process, but
Dazhe kogda _____ dal’she nikak
Even when it seems there's no way forward
Ya opyat’ _____ v koshmarnom meste
I wake up again in a nightmare place
_____ dushe ne sogret’sya
The soul cannot get warm in suspended animation
Pokuda _____ — eto prosto inertsiya
As long as life is just inertia
Ya _____ na zamok i do serdtsa
I'll lock myself away, and to my heart
Ne dostuchat’sya _____
there's no getting through, no breaking in
V anabioze _____ ne sogret’sya
The soul cannot get warm in suspended animation
Pokuda zhizn’ — eto prosto protsess _____
While life is just a process, but
_____ kogda kazalos’ bi dal’she nikak
Even when it seems there's no way forward
_____ prosipayus’ v koshmarnom meste
I wake up again in a nightmare place