I wanted to ask her but she doesn't answer
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She stays silent when I talk about you
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There are scars that bear your name
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A sincere heart that gave everything for you
I disguised myself as innocent
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Because I never imagined living without you
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And now that you're not here
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To tell my mouth that it won't say your name anymore
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To cover this heart's eyes
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That the one who arrives first doesn't always win
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I have to force myself to let you go
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My defeated warrior heart
You gave your life for love
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And now look how they've repaid you
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I should've listened a little to my intuition
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And I wanted to cover the sun with one finger
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Maybe I wasn't the best or the man that you dreamed of
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But I gave you more than you once imagined
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My heart cries for you but it's still alive
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Maybe it forgives you but it never forgets
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And even if it's hard for this wound to heal
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To tell my mouth that it won't say your name anymore
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To cover this heart's eyes
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That the one who arrives first doesn't always win
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I have to force myself to let you go
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My defeated warrior heart
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You gave your life for love
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And now look how they've repaid you