Saying that I already forgot you
You know that it's not true
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Even though deep down it embarrasses me
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I have a speech of lies to make
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That always protects me when they talk to me about you
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When someone told me it once, even I didn't believe it
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They told me it again, until I convinced myself
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That you weren't for me anymore
And the tremor already passed
That I finally forgot you
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And it hurts that I learned to lie
To be able to survive without you
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I asked my heart to forget you
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And now that time passed
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I erased your face from my mind
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I deleted all the photos, text messages
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I'm not willing anymore to look for you again
I'm going to look for you again
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I repeat to myself that I don't love you
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That it doesn't hurt to see you happy
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I tell it to other people but
It's only to sell it to myself
If someday I see you with someone else
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It doesn't hurt me anymore to see you happy
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Because I don't believe in us anymore
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I said it, I said it until I convinced myself
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That you weren't for me anymore
And the tremor already passed
That I finally forgot you
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And it hurts that I learned to lie
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To be able to survive without you
I said that I would delete the photo
I said that I never regretted it
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That I don't believe in us anymore