This is a party like you've rarely seen
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People will be talking about it for a long time
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That only happens once a decade
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You definitely shouldn't miss it
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An orgasmic collective ecstasy
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Fills the whole space here
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Way beyond just into the next day
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Everyone wallows in joy
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And I'm not there!
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The small circle of best friends
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That rarely gets together
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Even if you don't see each other too often
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You still understand each other blindly and instantly
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With drinks and stories from back then
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They wander together through the darkness
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With all the loud laughing and talking
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You can quickly lose track of time
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And I'm not there!
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And I'm not there!
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We're at my place to cook Asian food
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And watch her favorite movie
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After less than twenty minutes
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She catches me yawning again and again
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Then the big silence arrives
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Embarrassed downward glances
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And after an awkward goodbye
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She still drives to her place
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And I'm not there!
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And I'm not there!
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The friends laugh without a break
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And I'm not there!
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The wrong horse trots home
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And I'm not there!