I said goodbye, but I lied to you
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But it's that I can't take it anymore
I tried to erase you, to forget you
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Every day I go out to walk
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I do a thousand things so that I don't think
I fill myself with ornaments
I always want to call you
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I don't want anything, anything, anything
And it's that I'm so complicated
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Of this love that got in and that fires off
It spreads and demands you
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Of this love that embeds in me like a bullet
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That chokes me and that kills me
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Everything would be different if you loved me
Because I can't take it anymore
That's what the psychiatrist told me
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I know that it's better that I forget your face
I don't want anything, anything, anything
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And it's that I'm so stubborn
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Of this love that got in and that fires off
It spreads and demands you
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Of this love that embeds in me like a bullet
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That chokes me and that kills me
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Everything would be different if you loved me
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If you loved me I'd leave everything
I wouldn't go to therapy anymore
I know that I forgive you
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With your black hair I'd weave a tale
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I want to live this moment with you
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Of this love that got in and that fires off
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It spreads and demands you
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Of this love that embeds in me like a bullet
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That chokes me and that kills me
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Everything would be different if you
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If you f*cking loved me