I kept walking without knowing
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I went slow but wanted to run
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I found myself with nothing to lose
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I wanted to remember what it's like
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To swim aimless, without a tide
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Grow roots in any place at all
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Be happy, be whatever I want
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But what if that's not for me?
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If it doesn't have to be that way
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Turn my back and say goodbye
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If it goes wrong, the mistake's mine, mine alone
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I wanted to say just to say
I wanted to talk just to talk
I wanted too much just from wanting
I wanted to love just to love
I wanted to say just to say
I wanted to talk just to talk
I wanted too much just from wanting
I wanted to love just to love
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Go back to blame myself for not doing it all
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It's no longer in the plans that shape my future
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Mirror says faith and strength move worlds
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But every time I ask for answers, it seems to change the subject
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For me, we'll be a blank page
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With dreams to bring colors
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At least until life brings us pain
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I've changed so much, been so many people and I'm still here
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Looking for the dream I once knew
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And there's not a day I don't think
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But what if that's not for me?
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If it doesn't have to be that way
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Turn my back and say goodbye
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If it goes wrong, the mistake's mine, mine alone
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I wanted to say just to say
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I wanted to talk just to talk
I wanted too much just from wanting
I wanted to love just to love
I wanted to say just to say
I wanted to talk just to talk
I wanted too much just from wanting
I wanted to love just to love