I kept walking without knowing
What to do, what to want
I went slow but wanted to run
I found myself with nothing to lose
I wanted to remember what it's like
To swim aimless, without a tide
Grow roots in any place at all
Be happy, be whatever I want
But what if that's not for me?
If it doesn't have to be that way
Turn my back and say goodbye
If it goes wrong, the mistake's mine, mine alone
I wanted to say just to say
I wanted to talk just to talk
I wanted too much just from wanting
I wanted to love just to love
I wanted to say just to say
I wanted to talk just to talk
I wanted too much just from wanting
I wanted to love just to love
Go back to blame myself for not doing it all
It's no longer in the plans that shape my future
Mirror says faith and strength move worlds
But every time I ask for answers, it seems to change the subject
For me, we'll be a blank page
With dreams to bring colors
At least until life brings us pain
I've changed so much, been so many people and I'm still here
Looking for the dream I once knew
And there's not a day I don't think
But what if that's not for me?
If it doesn't have to be that way
Turn my back and say goodbye
If it goes wrong, the mistake's mine, mine alone
I wanted to say just to say
I wanted to talk just to talk
I wanted too much just from wanting
I wanted to love just to love
I wanted to say just to say
I wanted to talk just to talk
I wanted too much just from wanting
I wanted to love just to love