I only have a photograph
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To remember what our love was
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You only left me creams in the bathroom
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And our answering-machine message
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It's likely that it surprises you that I'm writing you
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The day after seeing you with him
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I don't want you to think badly about what I say
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Let me tell you only as a friend
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Just a couple of months ago
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I saw a girl in the park
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She was crying inconsolably, and when I asked what's wrong
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She told me everything's because of a coward
And I've dishonored my father
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Because of him I left the man
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That had always loved me
I pushed my friends aside
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Until one day my father said leave
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He was thirty-five, I was seventeen
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And don't think that it's an old wives' tale
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I beg you, don't look for a moral
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If I tell you this it's because I've loved you
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Please pay attention to what I say
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Then I kept seeing her two or three more times
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I think because she reminded me of you
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We only talked about silly things
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But I couldn't make her laugh
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Why do you still drag that pain?
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I asked and she couldn't answer me
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And after sighing and swallowing
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She picked up the story that began that day
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For now I'm staying
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And lowering her voice she said through her teeth
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I can't go to my parents
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While she stroked her belly
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The look on her face changed
She slipped her hand into her pocket
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And angrily showed me that snapshot
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This is him with his two kids and
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And don't think that it's an old wives' tale
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I beg you, don't look for a moral
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If I tell you this it's because I've loved you
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Please pay attention to what I say
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Because now comes the part
That's hardest for me to tell you
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When you're in love, but the man
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With whom yesterday you walked hand in hand
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Was the same man in the photograph
It might look like I want
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But really the only thing that I want
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Is that you don't suffer, my love
He'll stitch lies for you
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He shines only in your eyes
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Mine, though now red
He'll lie down in the getaway
I'll always be by your side
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He'll mislead your doubts with thorned velvet
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And when his summer ends
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Anxious, feverish and leap-yeared in Madrid
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I'll be the reckless September
That sweeps everything away
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The one that hugs the last ray
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Of the August that no longer breathes
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I'll be your new moon, and I want to
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But we still have summer left
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Where the moon and the nights