LEARN LYRICS

I just wanted to be normal

But I'm not

It's only pure trauma, confusion and, if you want

I'll show you my best

I'll show you my worst

I'll show you the truth

That it's just being imperfect

I dream of being stable

I dream of being kind

I dream of not blowing it all

Being controllable

But I feel too much

I say sorry, I mess it up

Being real has a price

I always pay it

I just wanted to be normal

Without being cliché

Not being emotionally dependent on you

Why am I always like this?

Hard to stay

Hard to live without me

Sorry if I messed up with you

I yelled at you

Sorry if I hurt you just to entertain myself

I just wanted to be normal

I just wanted to be

Sorry if I messed up with you

I yelled at you

Sorry if I hurt you just to entertain myself

I just wanted to be normal

I just wanted to be

I just wanted less guilt and more love

To be able to tell, to be able to talk about whatever

To control my impulses

Be less visceral

Making more sense would hurt me less

I just wanted to be normal

Without being cliché

Not being emotionally dependent on you

Why am I always like this?

Hard to stay

Hard to live without me

Sorry if I messed up with you

I yelled at you

Sorry if I hurt you just to entertain myself

I just wanted to be normal

I just wanted to be

Sorry if I messed up with you

I yelled at you

Sorry if I hurt you just to entertain myself

I just wanted to be normal

I just wanted to be

Sorry if I messed up with you

Sorry if I yelled at you