I no longer paint on my new smile to welcome you
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I no longer die to kiss your lips or burn your skin
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I no longer shatter my hope against your obliviousness
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And now I'm awake and I've no desire left to see you again
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I no longer remember what it was that once made me stay by your side
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No matter how I try, I can't recall what it was that I ever saw in you
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I've been blind too long
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And now I'm tired of playing your game
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When dawn breaks I'll be far, far from you
I don't even want to believe you anymore
You had me right in front of you
I'm going to change my luck
I no longer fear your voice, you
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You have made me stronger
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I've wasted beside you dreams of a new life
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Without realizing that for you I've been just another whim
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You seduced me with false promises and fantasies of eternal passion
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Everything was lies that not even you believed, but I did
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I no longer wake soaked in tears every morning
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I feel strong enough to draw myself a new dawn
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I'm no longer broken by pain and rage
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And when I look at your face I feel nothing
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I'm no longer the fool that forgave you again and again
I don't even want to believe you anymore
You had me right in front of you
I'm going to change my luck
I no longer fear your voice, you
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You have made me stronger
Your pain no longer affects me
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Your fake excuse of a sore loser
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You don't move me, you don't hurt me
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Your heart will no longer crush me
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Dead and rotten from so much resentment
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You leave nothing between you and me
I don't even want to believe you anymore
You had me right in front of you
I'm going to change my luck
I no longer fear your voice, you
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You have made me stronger