I no longer paint on my new smile to welcome you
I no longer die to kiss your lips or burn your skin
I no longer shatter my hope against your obliviousness
And now I'm awake and I've no desire left to see you again
I no longer remember what it was that once made me stay by your side
No matter how I try, I can't recall what it was that I ever saw in you
I've been blind too long
And now I'm tired of playing your game
When dawn breaks I'll be far, far from you
I don't even want to believe you anymore
You had me right in front of you
I'm going to change my luck
I no longer fear your voice, you
You have made me stronger
I've wasted beside you dreams of a new life
Without realizing that for you I've been just another whim
You seduced me with false promises and fantasies of eternal passion
Everything was lies that not even you believed, but I did
I no longer wake soaked in tears every morning
I feel strong enough to draw myself a new dawn
I'm no longer broken by pain and rage
And when I look at your face I feel nothing
I'm no longer the fool that forgave you again and again
I don't even want to believe you anymore
You had me right in front of you
I'm going to change my luck
I no longer fear your voice, you
You have made me stronger
Your pain no longer affects me
Your fake excuse of a sore loser
You don't move me, you don't hurt me
Your heart will no longer crush me
Dead and rotten from so much resentment
You leave nothing between you and me
I don't even want to believe you anymore
You had me right in front of you
I'm going to change my luck
I no longer fear your voice, you
You have made me stronger